But the man beside him also made him feel that there was a vestige of meaning in life. Maybe it was love, which could hurt you but also redeem you.

Sean had been very likeable since he was young with a good character, good grades and a good look. The little girls lost their souls when he looked at them with his eyes, which were more crystalline and tender than autumn water. Later, he did not go to the university and started to struggle with William. Many rich men and women, and the bosses's sons and daughters liked him that time, but he never had a crush on anyone else. Sean treated William with total devotion. He drank every kind of liquor at the wine table when they discussed business. He could continuing to drink after vomiting. He did everything except selling his body. At that time, William was heavily pressured and was violent to him when having sex. He also got thrugh that time. Then, they succeeded. As a result, he needn't to be a "public relations man", and also needn't be treated violently abed.

Sean quietly got out of bed. He couldn't help smoking half box of cigarettes cuddling up to the sofa. Sean was the most heath-conscious person in the world when he was young. But in that decade, he drank too much and got much passive smoking. At that time, he really loved William, with everything he had.

It had been 14 years since he fell in love with William, but had no energy to love him just like ten years ago. People usually got a cold heart little by little. Too much disappointment would culminate in desperation. He did not want to be a blame man in suspicion and doubt. At the beginning, he tolerated him because of deep love. But he did not whether it was because he had been accustomed to it or he really didn't care about it at this time.

Sean had slept in a daze on the sofa for a while, but in the early morning he continued to have a fever. He poured out the medicine and waited for the water to boil.

"You get up so early. The bed was cold when I woke up." William's hair was disheveled, making him look younger a lot. He complained with him like a spoiled child, just like when he was young, which never changed.

"I get used to getting upearly. You go out to eat later. I did not cook." Sean mixed half a cup of hot water into the cold water indifferently and swallowed a handful of medicine.

William felt a little uncomfortable. He saw that Sean ate something before he lost his temper. He asked: "Are you sick?"

"I have a cold out of the lowered temperature." Sean smiled: "Nothing. You don't go to the company today?"

William heard some pungent ridicule in his words somehow . He said out of guilt: "No. I'll be with you today at home."

Sean was not surprised. He hotted the pot: "I'll cook something for you. How about tomato noodles?"

"Ok." William got a little relieved, sitting on the sofa for the noddles.

Sean felf sick about the cooking smell, thinking that jiang William was born to torture him.

He put the noodles into the soup and then heard William shout: "You grow flowers? I remember you don't like gardening"!

"A friend gave it to me, for fun." Sean's hands paused for a moment.

"When did you make this friend? Do I know him? He gave such a valuable breed for you to have fun?" A series of words of William made Sean feel upset and disgusted . Sean sweared that William was the only one he knew to be so tough after cheating on his lover.

"Sean He!" William shouted in a stiff tone.

"You can hook up with others outside while I cannot even make a friend?" Sean turned off the fire. The underdone noodles stuck together slowly and got broken.

William was red with anger: "Damn. What do you mean? ! I work hard outside to make money to feed you while you think of me like this? !"

Sean sneered: "I need you to feed me? A thirty percent share cannot support my life? This house belongs to the two of us. When did I become a kept man? William Jiang, you must be out of your mind!"

William was so annoyed by his serious offending . Sean was always meek, so his feisty attitude really frightened him. But he still didn't admit his mistake:" You talk about those unrelated matters because you're afraid I'll ask you somthing, right? Maybe you're having an affair outside, so you even don't want me to touch you! These damn flowers can pay a down payment for a house. So what? You are willing to be kept by him, right?"

Sean really did not know the orchid of this breed was expensive to such extent. How could a doctor be so well-fixed?

But anyway, he was more upright than William. Hearing his impudent suspicion, Sean was more disgusted. He was uncomfortable and didn't want to get himself irritated. He gritted his teeth and scolded: "Just get out if you don't want to go home. I don't care what you do outside, so you just leave me alone!"

William was totally irritated then, walking forward for two steps and rasing his hand towards Sean.

Sean didn't dodge. Tears started to trickle down his face:"Are you really willing to beat me?"

William's heart ached inexplicably, putting down his hand like conditioned reflex with the anger still lingering in his heart. There were so many people waiting to be cherished by me! Who cared about your feelings! William took his coat and slammed the door, not looking back even once.

Sean frowned to wipe the tears and filled a bowl with noodles, sitting beside the table. It was difficult to swallow. Very disgusting, just like William Jiang. But at least the noodles did not make him sad.

But the noodles ended up in the closestool, and he vomited blood.

All hurt.