[XIX]

On the tenth day, Gu Xiran called Lan Yue.

"Haven't you found it yet?"

"En."

"Can you still find it?"

"......."

When hanging up, I vaguely heard a female voice saying that smoking was not allowed in the corridor.

Gu Xiran drove to one hospital to ask about the past, the hospital's confidentiality measures are well done, he said he was Jun Ran's new assistant and Hu Yu's name, and it took half the night to know Jun Ran's ward.

The corridor is very quiet, pale as some kind of skin color, but the room door outside person is not, his heart tightened, push open the door.

Jun Ran lying on the bed, the body wrapped in white quilts, with a few syringes in the arm exposed, fingers wrapped in bandages, the whole person looks cold and thin.

He did not dare to go over, holding the door bolt hand trembling slightly.

Jun Ran looks like dead, slightly side of his head towards him, an oxygen mask on his lips nearly no color, the pair always let people the illusion of tears eyes tightly closed, lifeless.

Gu Xiran has never been so sad in his life.

He regretted that he knew that suddenly saying that kind of thing would make Jun Ran sad, he knew that Jun Ran was not well, knew that Jun Ran looked at him with a softness in his eyes that was not normally there. He knew it all.

He has long regretted it.

Jun Rand frowned and coughed in his sleep. The company's main goal is to provide a solution to the problem.

The dazed and confused, color of the eyes reveals a mild, open mouth, throat can not make a sound.

Gu Xiran still understood.

Then his eyes gradually cleared, and fiercely tilted his head not to look at him.

"Jun Ran ......"

"Is not the neck sore, I apologize, okay?"

Gu Xiran could not see the taut and trembling body of Jun Ran under the quilt, outside that hand clutching the quilt with a deadly grip

"What are you doing?" Outside the door Hu Yu brought a doctor over, his face is cold, "he can not afford to toss and turn now, do not stay here to haunt."

"Since we found him, why are you still hiding it from me?"

"I said, he can't afford to toss and turn right now, you go out first."

Gu Xiran choked for a moment, looked at the side of Jun Ran's masked gray defeated face, turned around and walked away.

Hu Yu had news on the fourth day after Jun Ran disappeared, the company's upper echelon of contacts is very mixed, there was an echo at once.

Jun Ran hands and feet have frostbite, the hospital made every effort to preserve his fingers, but there may be sequelae later. Just arrived at the hospital Hu Yu could not close his eyes, he had to play Taiji with the media to explain the situation clearly to the company, Jun Ran's state is very unpromising, and Hu Yu received two notices of critical illness.

He was afraid that this person suddenly died. It is said to find him when people have been thickly covered with snow, leaning against the bridge pier on the ice.

Hu Yu's years of experience have long been unbreakable heart suddenly felt held in the hands of people when the dough playing pinch.

This person was almost frozen to death.

After familiarity, he found Jun Ran is quite well-behaved, everyday work is very dedicated, out of the set does not speak, rarely smiles, and was mistaken for a high cold. In fact, he is a very serious person, Hu Yu has never taken so obedient artist.

Only the same, he was not at ease with Gu Xiran.

He did not ask how they met. Gu Xiran is accustomed to mix, when young into the juvenile detention center, out is not peaceful, everywhere, like a night out, resident bar, where the rise of a dance amazing four seats, he help the bar basically a night turnover doubled a few.

Jun Ran with such a person lives together.

Jun Ran decided to get himself killed.

He saw it from an outsider's point of view, Jun Ran took Gu Xiran too seriously, like a young child dependent on elders blood relatives, once dumped, it is easy to die. The first thing you need to do is to take a look at the actual product.

He felt pity for Jun Ran, but not necessarily how unfair, after all, excluding his own misfortune to meet people, but also coupled with a poor understanding of people.

"Now you can tell me." Outside the ward, Gu Xiran stared dead into Hu Yu's eyes.

The first time Hu Yu found this person's eyes were born extremely well, like ink jade, color black to pure, not the common brown-black Asian, pupil color lacquer to hair blue, a glance into the even have a kind of fall into the abyss of the illusion.

...... only, unfortunately, did not go the right way, this person with this pair of eyes alone is enough to sweep the nightclub, plus his dancing skills, the wind and moon field for many years to experience the ability to play with people's hearts, indeed, there is a capital to make people crazy. If someone had taken him into the entertainment industry earlier, he might have been crowned king by now.

There are no ifs in the world.

Hu Yu a shake of God put away the occupational disease, "The company asked for confidentiality, I can not help."

"I'm asking how he really is, how does it look like he's been dead?"

Hu Yu froze for a moment, thinking, "Indeed died, after finding him to now I received two sickness notice, Jun Ran no family, are the company authorized me to help him sign."

Gu Xiran's eyes were very scary for a moment, but immediately collected.

"How can this be?"

Hu Yu is silent, the lenses make his often cold phoenix eyes with a layer of knife-like sharp light, seemingly cruel and ruthless.

"The company every year there are artists in accidents, there are external and internal causes. Although the circle of chaos is chaotic, no one hates who hates to the point of death, Jun Ran became like this, most of them do not want to live."

"He was already in bad health, and I do not know how to survive until now, all the old diseases plus bone pain, thanks to him to survive on the set. Now the limbs are badly frostbitten, the value of the comeback our company has to consider."

"You see in your past those love to let him off the horse, I so many years also count countless people, Jun Ran is the circle of rare diamond, should not be broken in your hands. So, do you understand?"

......

Gu Xiran sat on the bench in the corridor disheveled head, until Hu Yu left a long time or that posture.

He did not remember what Hu Yu said again.

Jun Ran just woke up and said to him, I had a nightmare. Obviously look very mild, but it makes people look aggrieved.

Then wake up and find that it is not a nightmare, that time must be hard to want to die, right?

In the second half of the night, doctors kept pouring into the ward, Jun Ran's situation repeatedly, but he did not dare to ask.

He was afraid that he would lose control at the door of the ward, afraid that Junye would hear his voice, afraid that Junye would never want to see him again, afraid that he would die like this.

Gu Xiran covered his face, darkness only to hear the doctor's back-and-forth chaotic footsteps.