"Knock knock." A knock on the door startled Qin Hazy, and before he could stand up, the outside urged, "Second young master, the first young master is already waiting."

Qin Hazy looked at the clock, four fourty, standing at the door, hand on the door handle hanging head, teeth clenched lips ...... stalemate for a long time, the lock outside the door was turned, pulled open, Qin Hazy was torn almost fell out.

Qin Ge impatiently looked at the person in front of him, cowering head can not be shrunk into the neck, obviously just can not speak, but behaved like a mentally retard: "Do you want me to hurry you three times and invite you four times every year?"

Qin Hazy still hung his head, looking at his brother's shiny leather shoes and shook his head, then lifted his head a little to play a sign language: "Sorry."

"Tsk ...... change shoes within ten minutes be at the door."

Qin Hazy nodded and looked at the pair of leather shoes as it walks away, not daring to delay, turned back to the door of the room and sat down on the spot, changed shoes to the door no more no less just ten minutes.

Qin Hazy opened the car door, did not see Qin Ge eyes carefully glanced around a circle.

Until the driver's seat came from which low voice: "If you want to delay again, take a taxi yourself." Qin Hazy hurriedly sat in the car to close the door.

Did not bring a driver, Qin Ge personally drove, just the two brothers.

The road on the outskirts of the city looked more desolate than ever on a rainy day, with only a black BMW speeding down the road.

The car is heated, but the atmosphere is depressingly colder than outside, Qin Hazy even breathing carefully.

Qin Ge drove the car, but his heart is irritable, Qin Hazy avoiding his own look, pathetic sign language look ...... all make him irritable, do not want to stay with this brother for a moment, really hate his attitude towards his own avoidance, as if he is a self-imposed plague of losers in front of him.

Qin Hazy sat in the back row on the far left, eyes firmly fixed on the backrest of the driver's seat, hoping that the drive to the cemetery a little longer, so he and his brother can stay in the same space for a little longer, even if his brother does not say a word.

Just like that,arrive at the cemetery.

Qin Hazy followed his brother, holding a beautiful bouquet of lilies, which his brother had said it was his mother's favorite flower when she was alive.

The rain almost stopped, the two walked for a while and stopped in front of a tombstone, the tombstone photo of a woman smiling like a flower, her eyebrows and Qin Hazy is almost identical.

The two brothers knelt and kowtowed to the tombstone, Qin Ge cleared away the weeds and stones that had withered in front of the tombstone, and then Qin Hazy carefully put the lilies from his arms on it, very tacitly, as they do year after year.

Qin Hazy's birthday is the anniversary of his mother's death.

except in photos, Qin Hazy has not even seen his mother's face, not that he does not miss his mother, but sadly, in the face of Qin Hazy's blank memory of his mother, this longing does not know where to start.

As for the brother, Qin Hazy knows how much he misses his mother and how much he hates himself.

"Mom, I took over the family company, don't worry, I'm fine ...... the family, is fine, Dad went to the United States to convalesce, the trip is more urgent, this morning's flight, didn't have time to come see you, you don't blame her." Qin Ge stood in front of the tombstone and spoke in a very gentle voice, as if his mother was in front of him.

Qin Hazy loved this time, only this moment, he dared to listen to his brother openly, his voice was low and gentle, unlike the urgency when talking to himself.

The cemetery after the rain was filled with the fragrance of earth and grass, and Qin Hazy felt comfortable listening to his brother talk to his mother about the year's past. He stood behind his brother, looking at the photo of his mother, a gentle gaze ...... in his heart thinking "it's not worth it, using such a gentle mother for me, it's not worth it at all."

Qin Ge usually does not say much, only here, there will be endless words, then he was only two years old, memory is not very clear, but the warmth from the mother is very deep.

He avoided all topics related to Qin Hazy, the brother he did not want to mention, especially in front of his mother's tombstone. Probably from the age of twenty, from the time he had a relationship with Qin Hazy's own biological brother ...... these three years, he never mentioned his brother to anyone.

When he was leaving, Qin Hazy pressed a note next to the tombstone as in previous years, and that was what he wanted to say to his mother.

Qin Ge turned his back and took a look at him when Qin Hazy wasn't looking. This brother is nothing like himself, looks, personality what is very different.

When he returned home it was just after dark, Qin Ge took off his coat and handed it to the maid.

Qin Hazy dawdled into the door and did not stop to go back upstairs quickly, hoping that this year his brother would not mention that request again.

I was about to step into my room when my brother downstairs said, without any haste, "Go to my room."

Qin Hazy's body obviously trembled and froze there.

Qin Ge looked at him hesitantly: "This is the price, did you forget it, the price I promised to take you to see your mother, you better have showered before I go upstairs." No longer paying attention to Qin Hazy, turned around and went into the kitchen.

Looking at the dinner for two Qin Ge picked up his chopsticks: "Aunt Liang."

"What are the young master's orders?"

Qin Ge remembered something again and heavily slammed his chopsticks on the table, "Forget it, it's nothing."