The lights are on, the city center is full of traffic, and people are smiling hypocritically underneath the glitz and glamour.

Tonight's celebratory reception for the new president of the Qin Group is a paper-drenched affair, with the most beautiful and flamboyant here, and the ugliest and most vile here.

The tall, short, fat, thin, beautiful and ugly people, all with tall glasses of wine shuttled through the banquet hall to make friends with as many powerful people as possible.

The center of all people's attention is Qin Ge, who is elegantly dressed and drinking red wine, the president of Qin's who has just taken office.

The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you are looking for.

"Old Qin, nice one, such an excellent son, this is only a few years of work to be able to take charge of a side,"

"All are the younger generation, you praise him less sentences, in the future more mention mention." Qin Jiangguo is not far away and old friends exchange pleasantries, has heard no less than a hundred times praise his son's words, mouth modestly, the face of the smug can not be hidden.

Qin Ge has been hanging out with his father at various cocktail parties at the mall since he was 17, and all of his smiling replies are just right.

"Excuse me for a moment." Qin Ge clinked his glass with the lady in front of him and smiled.

Turning around and picking up a glass of wine from the waiter's tray, he came to his father's side, maintaining a perfect smile, and politely said to the man in front of him, "Uncle complimented me on my excellence, which means I am not good enough and need to refine it further, a good leader is one who leaves others speechless." Qin Ge's self-confidence came naturally and did not offend anyone at all.

Draw light staggered in the already moon on the midday, part of the guests have left the table, only young people are still lively in the dance floor, after all, this occasion celebrities, the second generation of officials, the second generation of the rich one will not be missing.

Qin Ge was also pulled by a beautiful girl to the dance floor, the wine is already in place, both mentally and physically, are the most excited state.

This side is the song and dance, meanwhile in the Qin family mansion, is quiet a pin drop can hear ......

The maid carried a glass of water, a glass of milk and a bottle of medicine up to the second floor.

In the most when side of the corridor, a lonely room door, away from all the other rooms in this mansion, like an island, silent gray depressing.

"Second young master, it's time to take your medicine." The maid knocked on the door of the room.

After waiting for a while, I heard a rustling noise inside, and the door opened a crack.

A pale boy with bangs covering his eyebrows poked his head out and took the servant's plate with no expression.

The room was empty as if no one lived there, a simple bed, the color of gray sheets, a desk, nothing on it, only a diary, next to a closet.

Other than that, the only thing left in this room was a teenager sitting by the window with his head hanging.

No lights on, then the hazy moonlight can be seen, under the messy hair, that is a small face, features feminine mostly from the mother's beauty, half without the father's heroic posture, at the moment with an unappealing expression ...... a difficult to say.

The empty floor, only the teenager's slim figure, and two cups elongated shadow.

Qin Hazy picked up the medicine bottle, open the lid to look at a colored capsule inside dazed, he felt as if his world, in addition to his brother, only these drugs are colored.

Pour out two capsules, put them in his mouth to drink a mouthful of water and swallowed, touched the milk ...... again cold, from his father to the maids, urging him to take his medicine has been just a daily habit, no one cares whether the milk served to him is warm or not.

Stumbling to his feet to pour out the milk and put the plate in the doorway.

Closing the door, he returned to his room and curled up on his bed looking out the floor-to-ceiling windows at the multicolored flashing lights.

Tonight is my brother's celebration, how nice, it must be so lively. I closed my eyes and couldn't fall asleep. Twenty-one years of my life was replayed in my mind over and over again.

The second year after the birth of my brother, my mother was pregnant with me, a difficult birth mother did not get out of the delivery room and left, congenital deficiencies, born with a high fever, from childhood to lose their voices into a mute.

About three or four years old began to find themselves different from others, began to misfit autistic, the father attributed his mother's death to himself and did not care about himself.

If there is no father, only his brother, who is two years older, will occasionally care about himself and will secretly take two cakes from the kitchen on his birthday.

Fifteen years old, the beginning of love, began to find themselves dependent on the brother admiration ...... gradually wrong.

Eighteen years old, in the diary to the brother's love incestuous feelings were discovered by his brother ...... at that time, the brother looked at that diary and his own eyes, like looking at garbage, disgusted and disgusting.

Later brother stopped being close to himself and avoided it ......

Always thought that was all, but from that time on, my brother always liked to bully me, from the beginning simply humiliating actions. To that time, brother lost love, chased a long time the girl betrayed him, brother drank a lot of wine returned in the middle of the night,went into my room clothes were torn, sound cut through the silent dark night, hoarse voice, trying their best to resist ...... failed to stop the rough violation.

Brother and himself turn into one, there is no pleasure, pain, pain torn heart, and finally brother cried hugging his trembling brother and said, "Fang Ya I like you, so like you, do not leave me can ......"

Qin Hazy would like to cry, even if no one is listening, to say to the air "yes". But can not do, open my mouth out hoarse hissing sound, what can not say.

The most frequent sentence in the diary later was "I was born a sin that could not speak." Yes, the homosexuals like his own brother ...... simply heaven forbid.

Qin Hazy is a dispensable existence in the house. not even a single person wants to talk to him, and because of that he can't go to school normally because of severe autism. He barely takes half a step out of his room, and his only daily pleasure is listening through the doorway to his brother's voice in the living room as he goes out, or has something new to communicate with his father ...... or maybe he's met a new girlfriend.

Really like a psycho, but there is no way really ...... really like, no, he love brother too much.

Brother is simply his ideal look, character, body, appearance, ability everything to be impeccable.

Perhaps God created them both when all the favor was given to Qin Ge, all the misfortune was given to Qin Hazy.