[Twenty-three]

Since Jun Ran's accident, TR gathered a large number of fans downstairs every day, Gu Xiran mixed in the crowd, and stagnant gaze suddenly brightened after the door opened, and then quickly dimmed.

So repeatedly, not tired of it.

He has been somewhat mute, the company did not make any response to the news, the entertainment industry, a variety of speculation, said TR hype, said severe coma, said the lack of oxygen to the brain caused him to become a vegetable, there are even people who say Jun Ran rescue has died.

Downstairs with him to guard the group of people crying and crying every day. The result of the lack of news for so many days, Jun Ran did not appear in the sight of the people, the result is already clear.

Gu Xiran only feels annoyed, there is a fire in his heart, and several times want to rush up to tear that wailing and chattering mouth.

You know what he likes to eat and what colors he likes, have you tried to become a better person for him, have any of you seen him cry?

Gu Xiran knew he was emotionally unstable, almost out of control.

He could not stand it anymore.

Jun Ran can not stand, that sickness has exhausted all his vitality, after severe drowning even then save back will have a large number of sequelae, his body is too poor, will die.

Want to see him.

He remembered that unsettling dream, Jun Ran's death-like look.

As if, it came true.

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Shen Nian knew the news and quickly rushed to TR, the staff unlocked, and the man sat on the bench in the security room, shoulders back, the pair of long eyebrows into the sideburns that always mean a hook is not left, he seemed to be in a daze, but his eyebrows were locked.

Then heard the sound, a little turned his head, the corner of his mouth bruised a piece, a little bruised blood from the skin through, the eyes have not slowed down, and there is no a little light.

"Oh ...... It's Shen Shao ah."

The last light of the day is about to disappear, Gu Xiran is alone in the security room, no lights on, the light is blurred, and there is a subtle skylight coming in from the window behind him.

A trance-like smile gradually emerged on his face.

A moment as if the time-lapse images overlap, Gu Xiran or the teenage children, behind the small iron window in the guardhouse a little dazedly told him, oh ...... It is Shen Shao, ah, I did not say anything, you hurry up and go, do not come back.

That day was also such light, the wall behind him opened a small window, his face smiling and quiet, the corners of the mouth and brow bones with injuries, revealing pathetic and tragic energy.

But he felt that it was the best-looking smile he had ever seen in his life.

Even in the years after he was cleansed and made a name for himself, there was never, never again a person who gave his heart and soul to him, almost self-destructive.

No one knows if it was for kindness. He did not ask, perhaps not dare to ask.

And now, Gu Xiran will not answer him.

Shen Nian swayed, frozen in place for a long time before remembering, "Come back with me, Jun Ran is not dead, just stay in the hospital for observation."

Gu Xiran seems to have come to life all of a sudden. Under the eyes extremely heavy ochre, full of bloodshot eyes, haggard eyes instantly all unbelievable ecstasy, the whole person through the nervous sickness, deadly stare at him.

"Really! Who did you hear that from? Which hospital is he in?"

"I really don't know, I have a few friends with the TR family, the wine table is set to come."

"Is he okay, how is his health? Are you feeling sick? Can you eat anything?"

Shen Nian looked at Gu Xiran's face, the words to the mouth turned a corner, "I asked a few questions, and said that the recovery is not bad. You do not block other people's unit door embarrassment, entertainment eyes are snowy, to be dug out what, your starlet will play off."

There is a word that can accurately describe the current Gu Xiran. The eyebrows open and smile. The whole person is silly and happy.

"Thank you, Shen Shao."

Shen Nian was a little heartbroken for a while, couldn't say why, and choked for a long time before saying, "Go back, I said hello to your boss, I'll send you."

Gu Xiran began to clean up the house. It's been a long time since I've been home, and the furniture, flooring, and sheets are all covered with a layer of ash. The tatami mats were taken to the wash, although he couldn't let go of the last little taste of Jun Ran.

When Jun Ran is well, he must go to apologize properly, coax people back to eat a few meals, and then set out his place and new contacts.

The years are still long, he will always have a way to make that person happy and make him laugh.

Until then, he has to watch him well, angry to coax, hard to hug, sick to take care of, and not eating to change the pattern.

He did not have a heart to date, others to the set of small girlfriends used in Jun Ran's body seem to be always where there is something wrong, he can only be a little better for him, a little better, good to their own fault, but also feel not enough, afraid of a careless again hurt him.

It's like raising a little ancestor.

Gu Xiran felt that all the late warmth and affection of his life, I'm afraid of a river of spring water, delivered to him.

The company's fans have been mumbling endlessly since the starlet's accident. He went on a trip to the plane to hear the secretary a casual sentence, knowing that the hand under the hospital the beautiful starlet new movie is almost finished, the heart wants to go to visit a class, by the way, to enjoy the light to kill the feast.

Then ...... Then I saw the man who was so pale and beautiful on the two-dimensional plane that he didn't look like a living person suddenly became a 3D version, with a vacant expression, and a magical barrier to the sea.

Instantly engulfed.

Until that person was on the set to guard the lifeguards to fish up, has not breathed, even decided to find that this time may not be bad, a rush forgot to quickly suppress the news.

As a result, this can not be suppressed.

Fortunately, in the end, life is hard, to save back.

He once again, on a whim, wanted to go visit a sick.

Jun Ran sleeps with a red face, head slightly tilted to the side, cheeks sunken, and finally a little fake-like blood. He was in poor health, never better since that frostbite, his bottom had completely broken down, unable to eat because he would vomit whenever he coughed, and after several repetitions, the whole person was completely deflated. He spent most of the day in a coma, sometimes not even waking up for the whole day, and if he woke up suddenly, it must be because of a nightmare.

He was so uncomfortable, so feverish and drowsy that he didn't know what was going on, and only when the doctor poked him with a syringe would he cower at once, not having the strength to struggle, his pale blue eyes open wide and pleading, unfocused and not crying out in pain, a smooth and translucent film of water gathering in his eyes that refused to break.

The doctors and nurses were distressed, the little nurse who took care of him had bloodshot eyes all day and night, especially when the infusion was tied, the girl carefully held his bruised hand, afraid of hurting him, but also afraid that he would suddenly struggle, Jun Ran tears that could not come out were all shed by her.

The hospital is just in time for her to come out of the ward, almost rushed out, saw him immediately alert, glaring at a pair of red eyes trying to do intimidation him, "Who are you, this floor of the hospital has rules, can not just come in, you go wrong words please go back, or I have to call security."

The nurse frowned and asked him, "Who the hell are you and how did you find this place?"

The mask-like smile on his face could barely hang, and he took his cell phone and dialed a number, and put the amplification directly.

Ten seconds later, Lian Deng entered the ward.

The nurse had just changed Jun Ran's bottle, and the porridge on the bedside table was still half-warm, without moving a bite.

Lian decided to take a closer look at him, so close to seeing the real person, but also understand just that girl a protective expression is how to come.

Just a glance to know that this person is too weak, he rarely visited patients before, do not know that this state is called exhausted.

Half a month ago also see him or good, although thin a little face worse, but not too...... This is only half a month ah.

Even the decision subconsciously raised a hand to touch him, closed eyes, eyelashes appear longer, completely covering the eyelids, the original corner of this person is really light scarlet, not because the film needs makeup, the neck is too pale and white, and slender, reminding him of the old oriental porcelain seen in European auction houses, fragile to touch.

His hand slid to this person's throat, like a demon, surprisingly wanting to pinch down.

This is when Jun Ran woke up.

There was a moment when his eyes were particularly sharp, like a hidden knife, and it was a thin blade that had been polished over and over again tempered with poison for assassination.

And then looked at the person, revealing a look that even the decision had never seen.

As if the aggrieved child suddenly saw the blood relatives who abandoned him, that desperate, knowing that even if the pampering is useless, but still can not help but want to rely on the look of wanting to be embraced.

Lian decided to reflexively quickly back away, he can not face an unfamiliar person suddenly revealing such strong emotions to him.

But this habitual action obviously hurt Jun Ran.

He couldn't get up, his mind was foggy, his reaction was a few beats slower, and it was only when Lian decided to walk out of the ward that the pain began to bite him in the heart.

His throat is mute, barely vocalizing will hurt and will cough, Jun Ran tried hard to speak, but tasted a mouthful of blood.

Why.

He thought in a daze, feeling greatly aggrieved, this person would not ignore him before, not even once. He knew he was sick and annoying, so he had been doing his best not to get sick and not to talk when he was hard. He also didn't want to become this dead and dying.

But still, he was hated, and the people he liked the most, later hated him.

Gu Xiran does not want him, senior brother does not want him.

The string that had been taut in his heart finally broke without warning. Who does not tell him what he did wrong, without a sign, like raising a puppy kitten, like the time of extreme tenderness, suddenly one day was thrown away, nothing to explain, but also kicked on a foot to let him roll.

Really, it hurts to the heart.