[Twenty-one]

Jun Ran was soon discharged from the hospital, Gu Xiran knew he was stubborn, but did not expect it to come to this point.

He looked at Hu Yu, who stayed behind to do the procedures and was speechless for a while. The first thing you need to do is to get a few books, and he glanced at them.

The "Shanhaijing", "Zizhi Tongjian", and "Guwen Guanzhi", Jun Ran always like to read these deep and argumentative things and must be the old typesetting of wire-bound books. Once he found the original Jin Yong to him, told him that he liked those TV series based on the novel, Jun Ran's eyes lit up to take a read, and not a while later lost interest, asked him why, and he said look not used to.

Since then Gu Xiran has nothing to run to the antique street, seeing the price is not an exaggerated fake book imitation book into the hand. He liked the look of calm concentration when Jun Ran read the book, the book paper is old and yellow, against Jun Ran's crafts like fingers, when really warm as jade.

Now that the finger is injured, and the gauze has not been removed, frostbite will be very difficult, itchy, and painful.

Hu Yu squinted at Gu Xiran, who was standing in the doorway, "Jun Ran will not go to your place again."

"What?"

"I said, Jun Ran will not appear in front of you anymore." Hu Yu took off his glasses and his eyes were compelling.

Gu Xiran saw Hu Yu who took off his glasses for the first time, and he finally understood why Hu Yu was not nearsighted but wore flat glasses every day. The eyes are too intimidating, and the iris in the dusk light is actually extremely deep red, a glance at the past thought it was deep black, this is really not a pair of artists to work day and night for the agent should have the eyes.

He was held in place for a few seconds by the sudden pressure and asked grimly, "Why? You are his agent and should not impede his freedom." This person actually pressed him with his eyes.

Hu Yu sighed quietly, "What I hate most is that the heart is too soft. Why do you think you were able to inquire about Jun Ran's hospital room number?" He looked at the silent Gu Xiran, "I think you are not clear, it was me who left the message for the staff to see you and let you in ......"

"I ......"

"Know why?" Hu Yu interrupted him, the tone was cold, "Because Jun Ran's situation is too bad, Lan Yue heart to you scruples and resentment, he does not want you to hurt Jun Ran again, so informed him not to report, that time I was too busy, count me negligent. I hope you can see Jun Ran because I am afraid that he has an eventuality. Now that you've seen him, you can rest easy."

"How can you put my mind at ease?" Gu Xiran stared into his eyes, not letting up, "He suddenly became so sick, how can I put my mind at ease?"

Hu Yu suddenly smiled, without the lenses to cover the eyes curved up as if brimming with blood, the look is very unsettling.

"What did you say on the phone in the corridor?"

"Jun Ran will die, he is cold and eccentric, but sometimes heavy to paranoid, you for his good don't owe him."

Gu Xiran did not say another word.

He remembered Jun Ran's sudden cold temperature when he coughed up blood in the ward, from coughing to resuscitation was only about a minute, and the person in his arms was silent in those last few seconds. The original violent cough turned into a strained gasp, and finally, even the slightest breath was hard to detect, and he held Jun Ran tightly but could only feel his own rapid heartbeat.

He was afraid he would not have the chance to regret it.

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After Jun Ran moved, Gu Xiran's work schedule returned to normal, leaving late and returning early, sometimes not home for a few days. The bar where he is based has a special private room for him to rest, and now he is really not in a hurry to go home.

The boss didn't ask much about his sudden enthusiasm for work, and instead arranged for him to have a night spot for most of his familiar customers. The boss had met Jun Ran earlier and even had the intention of recruiting Jun Ran into his team, and the boss had also paid attention to Jun Ran silently for a long time after his debut.

Gu Xiran knew that the boss was thinking that he had suffered a love injury and had been dumped by a big star.

He feels that his character is getting heavier and heavier, and he doesn't want to recall the weak and helpless look after Jun's illness, withdrew from the group and withdrew from the support group, shut down all the microblogging about Jun's dynamics, and formatted his phone, and now he doesn't even have Jun's contact information.

But the bar can still hear the news of Jun Ran, with the men stained with alcohol after the dirty and lascivious fantasy.

"The name Jun Ran is very beautiful, I once passed by their company when he happened to come out of the door, the real person than the screen and the smell, there is a gust of wind blowing from behind him, and he just took a shower, the smell is very fragrant. I walked over and asked him for an autograph, the man was cold and cold, and up close there were light green veins behind his skin, and at that time I got hard ......" The man at the bar raised his eyebrows and a few people around him let out a nasty laugh.

"If I can press once, give him anything I am willing to ah."

"Those eyes are really great, just think of the way he squints his eyes at people, tsk ......"

"Must have been submerged, their company has a bad reputation in the upper echelons, and a few years ago there was an incident. Jun Rand red so quickly how will not be a little doorway."

"In bed must be the bane of ......"

Gu Xiran flew away from the bar when the topic was getting unpleasant.

The air in early spring was cold, and he breathed hard for a few breaths until his heart, lungs, and spleen were cold.

The giant screen in the building across the street is playing a perfume advertisement endorsed by Jun Ran, in which his skin is pale and cold after illness, the whole person is not wearing any makeup, wearing a plain color standing under a wisteria stand, slightly sideways, there are a few thin sick looks, the eyes are cold.

You blame me, blame me for hitting you at first, blame me for not taking care of you, blame me for causing you to run away sick and almost freeze to death!

He rubbed his face a few times hard and finally calmed down.

Jun Ran had left him.

On the east side of the hospital, he completely hurt Jun Ran, completely and utterly, really no room for redemption.

He watched Jun Ran's reddened eyes slowly closed. Jun Ran has eight handsome is good-looking in that pair of eyes, not that he did not grow other good, it is too good eyes, too good, a glance will cover the other flamboyant. But Jun Ran before the coma, although the pair of eyes glowing red, has become stagnant, as if the old man who is dying, the eyes have withered.

He had a very bad feeling and felt unsettled, fortunately, fortunately, Jun Ran survived that resuscitation. Now he has taken up new ads and started picking scripts, Gu Xiran knew from the bottom of his heart a sigh of relief, there is no way after retiring all of Jun Ran's fan support will break all the news he still can not help googling him, even if you can only know a little obscure itinerary announced by the company.

He understands that he is bewitched.

If you're not a fan, you're a fan.

Tonight is his field, with his tongue on top of a bit of injury to the inner jaw, and a few deep breaths of cold air, he turned around and went into the bar.

He deserved it, so much.

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Hu Yu received a decree early in the morning and has always seen the dragon's head to the end of the total Lian to visit the crew, this is intended to take the people's route.

In addition to the director of the entire crew, no one has seen the total, the circle outside the circle of most of his only slightly heard, know that this person can not afford to offend, so the rumors are very few, time has become more and more mysterious and inscrutable, with a vague taste of taboo.

Most human beings can only see things from afar almost all hold some unrealistic reverie, labeled taboo things are almost provoking people to break, a lot of people digging deep over the Lian family, and finally no matter how many things are dug out only silent, because of this Lian's more and more curious.

And now, should have been at the highest level of the TR, the youngest male son of Lian's rolled down half the car window, topped by the fierce sea breeze leisurely watching the staff busy in and out, a face to examine the people's situation of the look.

Jun Ran plays a deaf mute with mild autism, whose desperate artistic talent is discovered by chance at a painting exhibition, and the media is attracted to dig deeper into his experience, but in the end, it all comes to naught.

The silent and morbid young painter was missed by Chen Li, a young reporter who had just arrived at the newspaper after graduation for an internship, and approached him with a purpose, investigating slowly, almost as if he were being stripped away.

The whole drama has very few lines, Jun Ran's long illness before he took the scene, and the skin with sickly pale thin, weak, eyebrows always seem to stretch, sickly, so the occasional smile more people feel stunning, as if dialing the clouds to see the moon. When not filming there are always people in the crew trying to make him laugh, and some time ago read the news to know that he was very sick, so look at him always with a look of care and pity, and even yelled at the director who cried a lot of big names to him to be milder.

Jun Ran knows that they are good to him, but also willing to cooperate with the crew to play, as long as not too much, Hu Yu also let them toss. The time when Jun Ran was just discharged from the hospital, he now thinks about it all and feels blocked.

But Jun Ran is still sad, the whole crew felt, only thought he was too deep into the scene, the director talked to him, but it seems to have little effect.

The camera Jun Ran quiet indifference, with eyes a little gray, there is a kind of static beauty. Slanted long hair at the window to draw the sunset clouds, orange light shifts, and the evening sun draped his shoulders, at that moment his look was almost devout, like a convert in the Buddha's seat of some kind of essence, the original delicate face is a pilgrim's solemnity.

No one knows what he was thinking at that moment, as if time had stood still in the twilight, and all the dust had settled and no longer drifted.

Gradually there is a deep sadness little by little from the camera faint out, the sky is dim.

The director added this section to the main film from a random audition given by the scriptwriter, Jun Ran did not come from a professional class and did not even receive training in acting, so he was surprised by this amazing talent of expression.

In the film, Jun Ran's home is by the sea, the tide is rising and falling, and he always likes to pick up the shells washed up by the waves on the beach. Long hair was raised by a sudden sea breeze like a black satin accidentally rendered with gold and red. He could not hear or speak, hardly communicated with others, and was alone and isolated, like a seaside hallucination.

Lian Shao came just in time to wrap up the day, the sunset was unusually bright, Jun Ran turned back at the seaside, the focus of his eyes did not know where, and then like hearing some kind of strange call, turned around to face the sea.

This is the only time in the whole movie that there is a real, general smile of relief, the young painter's eyes reflecting the floating light of the earthly world, the sea, and the sky in miniature, beautiful, and regal.

His last painting is still on the easel by the window, a small reef in the blue water, as if a small island, the mermaid on the reef looks up, smiling and moving, the tail is deep blue, scales flooded with moonlight.

People who die in the sea will eventually become fish, fish can not speak, can not make a sound, but the same kind can understand it.

Finally no longer alone.