[IV]

Don't look now Gu Xiran has a northeastern accent, fourteen years old before he has been in the motherland in a small seaside city in the south when he took classes cycling always riding in the hot sun from the west to the north of the city, at night and so dark and then ride from the north to the west of the city, the road is the beach and the sea. After many years he still remembers the waves rolled up at night, the whistling with the salty smell of the sea breeze, the traces of the tide when the wind and waves are calm, and the silvery white broken moonlight on the sea.

Strangely enough, that's all he seems to remember. The classroom was so hot that it was bizarre, the face of the girl in the next class that I had a crush on, a group of iron friends at that time, the female teacher who always wore a long aqua blue dress and was very popular, and now it's hard to even think back.

And then those years, really do not mention it.

He was holding a cigarette, the car smoky, the car window open a slit, dusting soot.

The corner of the eye suddenly glanced at what, Gu Xiran a flinty, quickly pulled the car over and stop, taking out the phone to transfer a number to call.

The person outside the window took out his cell phone, "Hello"

"Where are you?"

"......"

"Okay, now get me home immediately, not a second to delay."

"I don't have any money."

Gu Xiran blurted out a national curse, and nearly braked the second sentence, "I repeat, give me home." He was almost gritting his teeth.

"I can't keep using your money, you're tired, I can make my own money, I can even support more people."

He was really angry and happy, "You may not be able to get out when you are in this physical state, the water is too deep there. Good boy, look to the right, see that black Audi, the one with the four-ring mark, I'm in the car, come over now, okay?"

Gu Xiran has a characteristic, the more emotions are on the verge of a critical point the more gentle the tone is, when it is about to explode, he even looks gentle.

The few people around Jun Ran had sensed that something was wrong and seemed to be urging.

"Come back, come to my side, Jun Ran, do not let me go in to find you."

The man outside the car window hung up the phone, said a few words to the people around him, and took a step in his direction.

After arriving home, Gu Xiran has not spoken.

It was already after four in the morning, and Jun Ran was sitting on the tatami, his long hair falling on the soft fabric. He knew that the person who was always gentle and indulgent with him was really angry, so he sat upright and did not say a word.

Would this person scold him, kick him out, keep ignoring him, or perhaps ask him to pay back the money immediately? This unheard-of strange place needs a lot of money to survive, and he knew that the clothes he was wearing, the food and drink, a lot more than Gu Xiran's own cost money. If you suddenly have to pay back he really can not take it.

Gu Xiran sat on the sofa, condescendingly looking down at the bloodless man, maybe he should be called a boy. He didn't put on his coat before he went out. The thin turtleneck sweater could not withstand the chill of the northern winter night, if not for the slim figure outside the car with striking long hair, this person may really die in the wolf's den tonight.

I can't say why I'm angry. The idea that the people they have worked so hard to raise for most of the month did not say hello, confused almost into the bar that had a lot of rape of teenagers, he could not help but feel panic, now look at the face of this person and can not scold, but also can not pull the face to let him rest.

Jun Ran half a day did not wait for movement, simply closed his eyes, slowly adjusting his body in order to avoid the cold condensation of the true qi.

Someone squatted beside him, tested the temperature of his forehead, and then called his name, from indifference to anxious sharpness.

In fact, the body temperature is only naturally high when lucky, a little while will be fine, why this person is always so nervous?

As if he would die.

In fact, death is not terrible, he knew many people before death to show a relief-like look. The most impressive is the brother who raised him, smiling at him before he died, smiling all the time, seemingly very happy.

Knife in the heart, but happy to laugh out.

So he always thought death was a beautiful thing, and everyone he knew told him that it was hard and painful to live.

When he opened his eyes again he was lying in bed, warm with soft blankets wrapped in layers around him.

The person beside him stared at him with bloodshot eyes, and when he woke up, he let out a long breath.

"It's okay, from now on, no running around, I can save you once but not necessarily a second time, still hard to feel?"

"Brother ......" He heard himself softly call.

"Yo, all sleep confused." The head took a hit.

"Elder brother elder brother elder brother elder brother ......" Began to play.

Gu Xiran stayed up all night, at this time relaxed also can not help but laugh out, this person how so cute it, just woke up even words are not clear.

The person took a cup to feed him water, the person drank on his hand and moistened his lips color is beautiful, eyes were still not awake, confused and out of focus.

"Yes, I'm here, sleep a little more."

I don't want to be embraced by a person, want to push away this guilty of confusion, but heard this person aggrieved whimpering, intermittent, seems to be sad hard, pampered like buried his head in his shoulder nest, the humidity of the liquid gradually through the clothes to touch the skin.

Gu Xiran was instantly heartbroken, afraid of being awakened by the nightmare, has not yet slowed down. What kind of dream will make this usually less expressive, in fact, just a half a boy guy crying so aggrieved, he just got sick, so crying does not matter.

So hold him and coax him quietly, patting, stroking his back, well, this guy's hair quality is really good.

Jun Ran is completely awake after finding someone around, his reflexively tense body, reacts when a hand has been locked on Gu Xiran's neck. The skin under the fingers is delicate and warm, you can feel the arteries beating, and the blood flowing.

Then he withdrew his hand. The person beside him was alive, it was incredible.

He hadn't let a living thing come near him at rest for years, not even a bird or a bird, or he would be awakened. Now, it actually took him only half a month to fully accept Gu Xiran's presence.

He was pressing himself against him from behind him, the man asleep, breathing soothingly and evenly, wrapped in the same blanket as him.

What an amazing feeling.

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"I'm not crying," Jun Ran said.

"Yeah, you didn't cry."

"But you don't believe me."

Gu Xiran is almost bursting with this guy, how can there be such chic and so cute ah what are you blushing I so want to know.

"I just dreamed that you foolishly ran away with someone, was I chased back before I was a ruthless slash and cried in fear." A serious, but the bottom of the eyes leaked out a smile.

Jun Ran knew that this person was laughing at him, opened his mouth but could not say anything.

"No laughing." Hold half a day to hold the cheeks bulging.

Then Jun Ran watched this person finally break out, Gu Xiran laughing so hard he could not breathe, pointing at him for half a day without saying a complete sentence.

He also slightly grinned at the corners of his mouth, somehow feeling happy.

Afterward, Gu Xiran confiscated a handful of business cards packed from Jun Ran, and his expression became increasingly grim.

"The next time you come across a guy who gives you this type of business card, you must not take care of it, if you get caught up in it you will fight him to the death, beat the hell out of him, homegrown actually dare to move."

Jun Ran nodded silently.

"Also, I'm not against you looking for work, anyway, I entrusted someone to do the ID card has come down, visa passport or something still has to wait a while, but you must go out during the day now, and must wear a few more layers."

Nod.

"The body is not comfortable to immediately call a car back, very difficult to feel then call 120. hard work and tired work do not go to find anyway, brother is not lack of money, if you are sick again worry about or I. Now you do not have a diploma brain and do not remember, talk is always stuttering half a day can not hold a sentence, go outside always inevitably be bullied ...... Think of all feel suffocating panic."

Jun Ran watched him, eyes inexplicable.

After Gu Xiran finished his lesson, he waved his hand and went into the room to catch up on sleep.

The hazards associated with fatigue driving are endless, hitting someone or something once is enough for him to suffer.