Ling Yangxin closed her eyes and mentally prepared herself again. She was a doctor! Curing and saving people were her accusations! What wasn't scary, what really wasn't scary.

Moreover, the blood had already dried up. What she needed to do was to simply treat the wound and not let him continue to suffer.

It was not difficult, not difficult...

Determination flashed across Ling Yangxin's eyes, and the movements of her hands went from stuttering to smooth and natural.

Ling Yangxin subconsciously began to bandage the injured person, but unexpectedly, the person's arm was seriously injured, and blood flowed out again.

"It hurts..."

That person let out a muffled groan, and Ling Yangxin's movements stopped.

The fresh blood that flowed out stung her eyes.

"No problem, you can do it. You are an outstanding medical student." The senior sister looked at Ling Yangxin's expression and spoke again.

It was blood. She felt her head hurt. She held her head with both hands and squatted down to breathe with all her might. Senior Sister and Ji Yuchen had been observing her from the side. At this moment, she looked like she was in pain. She curled up on the massage chair and kept struggling.

"Did I fail again?!"

"Shh." Ji Yuchen stopped the senior sister from saying what she was about to say. Holding Ling Yangxin's hand, he said gently, "You can do it. He needs your help. You are so kind. Can you help him?"

Ling Yangxin could clearly hear Ji Yuchen's voice beside her ear, but...

"Ah!" Ling Yangxin's face turned pale, and she suddenly sat up from the massage chair. She swallowed a mouthful of saliva and looked around vigilantly. Her entire body was trembling as she covered her face with her hands and kept saying, "I can't, I can't, I really can't."

She was scared. She wanted to do something to resist the uncomfortable feeling in her heart.

Ling Yangxin's face was covered in tears. Ji Yuchen looked at his senior sister worriedly. She shook her head at him, got up and walked to the water dispenser.

"Senior sister, how is she?" Ji Yuchen walked over and asked.

Senior Sister was no longer as calm as before. She curled her hand and frowned. She looked in Ling Yangxin's direction and said, "I thought she was just scared or had some kind of shock that caused her to faint, but now it seems that she has a serious PTSD and her situation is not optimistic."

PST, in layman's terms, is post-traumatic stress disorder.

"Just like what I suggested before, we have to solve the root of the problem. If we can't..."

For a moment, neither of them said anything, and they both felt bad.

Those who were in the medical field would never be able to achieve anything in this field. They wouldn't even be able to do the simplest bandaging.

He could not treat patients peacefully. He could not use what he had learned. He could not treat their pain. It was a huge blow to a surgeon.

Besides, this girl was very kind. She was good at theoretical knowledge. If she could become a doctor, she would be an excellent person.

After a long while, Ling Yangxin's emotions gradually stabilized. The fear and trembling had already disappeared. Ling Yangxin was still sitting on the massage chair, confused.

The second time, she failed again.

She unconsciously clenched her fists, feeling her heartbeat calm down, and the scene that appeared in the illusion.

When Ling Yangxin saw Ji Yuchen walking over, she raised her head and smiled.

Her smile was pale and weak, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Ji Yuchen knew that this girl was kind, but he did not expect such a situation. He was afraid that others would worry, so his heart softened.

"I'm really fine," Ling Yangxin repeated again, looking at Ji Yuchen's distrustful eyes.

"Well, whatever you say." Ji Yuchen handed her a glass of water, tousled her hair, and said soothingly, "Don't worry, I'll do my best to help you."

Senior Sister Ji Yuchen also walked over and said a lot of comforting words with Ji Yuchen.

"There are still a lot of days ahead. Come and visit me when you have nothing to do. I believe you. You are a brave girl. I am very willing to be your listener. You can consider being a narrator."

Ling Yangxin knew that Senior Sister Ji Yuchen knew the root of her problem.

But what happened that year was her lifelong pain. She did not want to think about it, did not want to say it, and did not want to tear the pain apart in front of everyone.

"Thank you, big sister. Thank you." Ling Yangxin bowed deeply. She also hoped that there would come a day when she could let it go and be willing to say it.

Ji Yuchen held Ling Yangxin's hand and said goodbye to his senior sister.

After that, the two of them left the office and walked downstairs.

Only then did Ling Yangxin realize that Ji Yuchen was still holding her hand.

As expected, she had been immersed in her own world for too long, so much so that she couldn't even feel the temperature of her hands. Thinking about it, Ling Yangxin couldn't help but feel a little annoyed.

"What's wrong?" Ji Yuchen paused.

Ling Yangxin used the excuse of tucking her hair behind her ear and naturally pulled her hand away from Ji Yuchen's. "I was wondering when I would be fine."

"Don't worry, everything will be fine."

Ling Yangxin said, "Thank you for today. I'm a little tired, so I want to go home and rest first."

Ji Yuchen nodded and said, "Yes, go home and rest. I will explain the situation to the director of your department."

Ling Yangxin suddenly hesitated, "Can you not explain the situation? I don't want others to know."

"There are some things that running away won't solve the problem. I've heard about your performance in the operating room today. If you don't tell the truth, your influence today will be very bad."

Ling Yangxin naturally knew what this meant. It was possible that because of his mistakes and unprofessionalism, she would be sent back to the academy. It would not be good for her future and the reputation of the academy.

After all, for those who studied medicine, this year of internship would be more important than the four years in school.

"Then I'll have to trouble you." Ling Yangxin took a deep breath.

"Yes, don't think too much about it. Go back and rest early."

Ling Yangxin gently... " Yes. She turned around and walked out of the hospital. The strong sunlight outside made her want to cry. It gave her a real feeling that she could start over from scratch.

She took a deep breath and prepared to take a taxi home.

The taxi drove her to her own house very quickly. After opening the door, she went into the bathroom and scooped some water to wash her face. She instantly became energetic.

She looked at herself in the mirror. There were dark circles under her eyes, her hair was messy, and her face was pale. She really needed to rest.

"Ring ring ring, ring ring ring!" The phone in the living room kept vibrating.

Ling Yangxin walked out and picked up her phone, feeling a little puzzled. Who was looking for her? What did he want? After unlocking and opening it, she found that it was her so-called father.

She hesitated again and again, calling him one after another. She thought, at this point, what kind of trouble would he cause her?

[She is so weak that I have to step on my so-called family. Hmm... Maybe he misses her...]

"Hey." Ling Yangxin still held some hope for family.

"You damn girl, did you blacklist me before?"

Ling Yangxin heard her father's tone and felt a little uncomfortable. Sure enough, she shouldn't have hoped for anything from him. "No, it could be a problem with the phone. It's been called in."

"You damn girl, you can't wait to anger me to death!"

"Why are you looking for me?" Ling Yangxin's voice was cold as she spoke to the person on the other side of the phone.

"You! You! You! Is this what you said to your father?!"

"Hey, if you have anything to say, just say it. I'm a little tired right now." Ling Yangxin was a little tired. This was her life.

"Damn girl, where did you die? I won't hold it against you for the trouble you caused me earlier. Why didn't you tell me earlier that you had hemophobia? Why did you study surgery? Hurry up and change your major. " The words of the person he sent back rang in Ling Feng's ears: Director Ling, the young miss has hemophobia. Today, he caused trouble in the operating room.

The words hemophobia were like a bolt out of the blue in Ling Yangxin's mind.

Had it already spread so quickly?

Now everyone knew that she was hematophobic! She couldn't be a surgeon?!

After Ling Feng finished speaking, there was a long silence on the other end of the phone. He couldn't hold back his patience, suppressed his impatience, and said ingratiatingly, "Recently, the company's business hasn't been doing very well. We need money to bring the dead back to life. You have to help Dad this time."

What a pity! Ling Yangxin, who had recovered her senses, thought sadly: Sure enough, even if he knew that she was dizzy with blood, the first thing he would think of was definitely not to care about her, but to try to get something from her. This daughter of hers was nothing in his eyes.

Ling Yangxin wiped away her tears. The inheritance left by her mother's death was to make her life better. Why did so many people care about her? Mom, I miss you so much.

She stroked her hair that was hanging by her ear and said, "What are you thinking about? Don't you know best how I've been living all these years? What can I do to help you?" After that, she laughed at herself.

Ling Feng was at a loss for words for a moment, but then anger filled his chest. He suppressed his anger and said, "Don't ask the obvious. Just find someone to marry and inherit the second part of the inheritance your mother left you."

"Everyone knows that I'm suffering from hematopathy right now. I don't know what to do in the future, so I don't have the time to care about such things."

"You don't know what you're going to do. You can't be a doctor."

The tone on the other end of the phone was somewhat urgent. Ling Yangxin said sarcastically, " Even if it's someone I've never met before? As long as it's beneficial to you? As long as I can get married, can I marry? How old am I this year? I just reached the legal age! You're in such a hurry to let me get married? Why don't you let your other daughter get married?! I think you want her daughter to get married! "

" You unfilial daughter! "

"I'm learning from you." Ling Yangxin replied unhurriedly.