- I then texted Edward.

Kate: I like your surprise. Can we watch these videos together? ;)

Edward: No. You're the one who needs to learn from them. Not me. Just do your homework, OK? Feel free to play with yourself if you want the learning experience to be more vivid.

- He ends texting.

Kate: Like I need his permission!

- I sit on the couch and try to get comfortable. I click on the first video. The first few clips are romantic and quite tame, but as I keep watching, the succeeding videos become more and more pornographic. And three hours later, I'm still not done watching them.

Kate: These videos are such a turn-on!

- My own urges soon distract me from the videos, and I lower my hand to satisfy myself the only way I can...

- I spend the next two days cooped up in my apartment. In the third day, I finally decided to text Luke.

Kate: Evening, Luke. It's Kate. We met at the art auction.

Luke: Hey. I was hoping I'd hear from you.

Kate: And I was worried you wouldn't remember me.

Luke: Please. You're unforgivable. And I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I didn't ask you out to dinner this weekend. Saturday. 8 p.m. I'll text you the location. Say yes.

Kate: I'd love to. But wouldn't your girlfriend mind?

Luke: What girlfriend? The girl I was with was just a date... And I'm not seeing her anymore.

Kate: Oh. Can't say I'm sorry to hear that.

Luke: There's nothing to worry about. I'm all yours! :)

Kate: I'm looking forward this weekend.

Luke: And I'm already daydreaming about it. Will you wear something red?

Kate: You want me to wear something red? I'll do my best to make your daydream come true.

Luke: I can't wait! :)

- We done texting.

Kate: Success!

- I jump up with joy and do a little dance around my bedroom. But it's not long before I remember the biggest picture.

Kate: Wait. This is messed up. I'm practically an escort. But hey, if I end up liking Luke, I won't feel like I'm selling myself. Only... Why do I feel like something is missing now that I haven't heard from Edward in days? What if I'm developing feelings for Edward?

- And just like that my mind takes me to the night Edward slept with Luke's girl.

Kate: To him, sex is just a tool... And so am I.

- I toss and turn, unable to sleep. Hours later I hear footsteps outside my bedroom.

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