Rose dared not to ask when she saw Nell was so tired and hungry. She feared that what she asked would hurt Nell’s heart and freak her out.

So Rose didn’t directly ask this question. She changed a softer way. She tried to use her way to help Nell, to let her rest more.

Nell could feel Rose’s care for her. She didn’t say no. Nell walked to the toilet and removed her makeup.

Nell used the makeup remover to remove the makeup. At this time, she enjoyed do this.

When she bought the makeup remover, she chose one that could give out heat. Nell didn’t have spare time to use the face-pack. Nell didn’t have time to do the skincare. So she needed a better product to remove the makeup. Also while she was doing this, she could also take some relaxations.

After removing makeup, Nell used water to wash her face. Then she used the face cream to clean her face.

While washing, not knowing why, tears burst out from eyes.

It might because she were so busy these days. Nell felt exhausted. She barely could accept it anymore. Or it might because last time the failure she had, or Rose had come…

Even if tears burst out from tears, Nell kept her breath. She didn’t want to weep with a sound. Nell didn’t want Rose to hear that. So Nell just secretly cried in the toilet.

Because Nell still wanted to persuade Rose to work outside to perform her duty for the debts. So at this time if Nell showed her weakness and incompetence. Then Rose might be sacred by the difficulties of working. She would refuse to work like a spoiled child and waste time in Nell’s dormitory.

Nell didn’t want this happen. So she tried to avoid it.

Nell used water to clean the foams on her face. She used face towel to wipe the drops on her face. Nell was rubbing her eyes. Then she asked Rose’s name, “Rose, come to the toilet now. It seems that I have put the eye brows into the eye. It hurts. Come and check for me.”

Nell couldn’t directly walk out. If Rose saw it, she must know that Nell had cried in the toilet.

At this time Nell needed a perfect excuse to explain for her eyes. Nell could only say that she mistakenly put the eye brows into the eyes. And she rubbed it too hard to make it red.

Rose was concerned when she came to the toilet. She helped to make Nell feel more comfortable. She looked carefully for the so-call eye brows that fell into the eye. Rose didn’t notice Nell’s peculiar emotion.

Nell knew that Rose wouldn’t find it.

But this thing let Nell know her unstable emotion. She was easy to break down.

Was she like what rose said that she really need to take a good rest to relax?

But Nell couldn’t do that. At this time if Nell chose to rest, then who would pay for the debts of her father? Who would afford the expenses of Nell? She still had a mother who couldn’t do anything at home…

Nell didn’t want to break down. But now the life condition seemed to be out of control.

At this time Nell was about to drowned. She couldn’t see any hope, not even a small land.

It was good for her if she could saw a small isolated island. It was better than floating in the wide sea. Probably she would drown when the next huge wave came.

Nell laughed at herself. She didn’t expect that after getting into the society, she would be pressed by the cruel reality.

During college time, Nell was so happy. She wanted to get into the society as soon as possible to experience the wonderful changing of the society. She knew that it might be tired, but she still were willing to accept it.

The second day in the morning, it was also the first day that they two sisters lived together.

Nell felt better than before when she woke up from the bed. She even felt energetic when she woke up.

Rose had a drowsy look. She rubbed her eyes and woke up. After all when she was at home, she barely woke up so early. She might wake up at around 9 or 10 at home and then bought some food and cooked.

Nell needed to go to work. Rose slept tightly. So she woke up at the same time as Nell did.

“Rose, I have prepared the toothbrush and tower for you. You just take them from here.

Nell said to Rose, while she was walking around in the house and packing up things. She was also putting up makeup.

Nell was busy these days. So she woke up earlier than ordinary time. In order to keep a good image, Nell had to put up make up carefully every day. So Nell always combed and put up makeup. Sometimes she was even cooking eggs.

Rose couldn’t help laughing when she saw Nell walk around like this, “You are just so busy. How can you do this in daily time?”