It hurt so much that Sean even had no strength to walk. Gene helped him to the office to have a rest for a while. They kept silent all the way while the indescribable feelings grew stronger and stronger in Gene's heart. He could feel faintly that he was screwed.

Sean's pale face almost integrated with the bed sheet in the hospital. His eyes were a little distracted and he looked dazed. Gene poured him a cup of hot water. "Would you like some water?"

Sean did not take it, muttering after a while: "I feel cold......"

Gene was in a trance for a moment. He did not rest here frequently so he did not have a blanket to tuck him in. Then he came to take Sean's chunky camel down jacket for him.

Sean cuddled the dress tightly. The circle of soft fox fur on the hood meekly attached to his thin cheeks, showing a kind of fragile and sick puchritude amazingly.

"You are not in good health. Consider hospitalization." Gene sat beside Sean, speaking again after contemplating for some time. "You can't hide it...... You'd better tell your lover or your family. It's too grievous to bear it yourself."

Sean's pain relieved gradually. His eyes and brows were soft and gentle, while his feelings were always restrained. He shook his head slightly: "I won't get hospitaliation until the last second."

The deepest love for someone was not dying for him but living for him. Sean did not want to live a good life anymore, so he had to let nature take its course. It he had the luck to depart this life early, his love could end early in that day then.

Gene suddenly realized that Sean's life was not as simple as he had imagined, but he could not find a clue and could not ask him either.

Sean knew that he had caused too much trouble for Gene this day, so he was going to leave when he was a little better. He thanked Gene politely and gently.

"I'll call you at the next treatment." Gene could not keep him, so he could only find such a topic which was really not tactical.

Sean froze, and then reacted by saying ok.

Gene suddenly made an ambiguous statement with a delicate appearance. Sean looked at him curiously, and after a while Gene said:"...... Your body can't stand it, so stop your sexual life......"

Sean was not embarrassed accidently. He felt warm and consented to it obediently.

Looking at Sean's back receding into distance, Gene felt his heart tightened imperceptibly.

After arriving home, Sean lay in bed all the afternoon without eating anything. He vomited five times, and finally he could only vomit bitter and dark green bile.

The four little cats miaowed in a baby's tone and surrounded Sean to act cute. They snuggled up to his neck, the fluffy and downy tactile feelings touched the softest part in his heart.

William came back late in the evening, and Sean had thought that he would not come back. William seemed to pay more attention to Sean recently than some time ago. At least, he didn't ignore him totally.

It seemed that William regained some interest in Sean again. He had drunk some wine this night at the entertainment for business. He didn't mind Sean having held cats, kissing him and calling him baby over and ober again, which was quite mushy.

William was at the age when eager for ext most. It was difficult for Sean to handle him when he was in best health, let alone this time when he was ill. They had had sex yesterday, and it seemed that they would have it again this night.

Sean was wont to indulge William's every whim, which had become a habit, so he just forgot Gene's words then. He tried to soften his body in William's arms, trying to bear his ferocious and relentless movements while fighting back the weakness and discomfort of his body.

Sean bit his lip to suppress the painful groans from the throat, not begging for mercy or admiting his defeat. He held William's neck tightly and emitted affected groans:"Jiang...... Please...... Fast...... Faster......"

The man was encouraged and then his movements became even more unscrupulous. He bumped the emaciated body beneath him violently but never gave him a kiss. Finally William ejaculated in Sean's body, and muttered a name in his eye: "......Elton......"

Sean's heart was torn asunder at that moment.

He was not Elton.