Fortunately, the intestinal wall was torn by a small wound, and the blood was staunched in a short time. He lay prone for a while before he had the strength to take a shower and clean up his mess. When Sean came out of the bathroom, William was already asleep.

The man he had loved for so long was so prepossessing. Sharp facial contour, high straight nose and bushy shapely eyebrows. Sean stared at him in the dim light of the bed lamp. Such a look ordained that William would become more and more attractive when he went older, but it was difficult for Sean to see his appearance after many years.

"...... You don't treat well even if I'm going to leave......" Sean lay down beside William gently and put his arms around his waist. He choked irrepressibly: "Be nice to your lover in the future...... After all, there are few people like me to be coaxed so easily. Choose one who looks lucky, and can accompany you for a long time......" After a long time of repression, Sean finally burst out crying: "Fool, do you know you gonna lose me!"

William didn't have a good slumber as usual that night. In the middle of the night he had a quite real dream, dreaming that he and the young Sean was waiting for the coach together. The car came and then Sean said goodbye to him with a smile and got on the car. He felt panic at once. He cried and ran after the car, but it was all useless. Sean just went further and further on it which would never turn back.

Everyone would have such a dream, about the leaving of your family, lover, or friends. Your were fragile in the dream, crying out of breath and always crying to wake up. After you woke up, the loneliness, solitude, heartache and nostalgia would creep up on you severely. You would get those feelings at least at the moment when you woke up.

William woke up with a cold sweat. He reached out and then touched Sean's warm body. He got relieved and then held Sean tightly to his chest.

It was more than 6:30 in the morning. Sean was bothered by William. His long eyelashes trembled twice before he opened his eyes. He felt uncomfortable all over as if his body was torn asunder, and there was a throbbing pain in the unspeakable place.

"Sean......" William rubbed Sean's neck with his face intimately aside like a bid dog: "It's too scaring. I dreamed that you left."

Sean didn't have a good rest, replying in a daze lethargically: "Where did I go?"

"I don't know. But youcannot go anywhere."

"......" Sean hadn't slept through the night for a long time. He fell asleep again in William's arms, not knowing his silence was because he didn't hear Wiliam's words at all or because he was just unwilling to answer him.

William was especially lovely at this day. He turned the phone to silent, ignoring those beautiful girls or boys outside. He crept out the bedroom to prepare breakfast at more than seven o 'clock when Sean was still in sleep.

Sean was in a trance for a moment when coming out of the room, and then he chuckled: "How long has it been since you cooked for me the last time?"

Sean did not care about William's being nice to him after hurting him sometimes. At least, he was guilty, and he knew that he should strive to maintain the superficial prosperity of their love together with him.

William thought for a long time before he replied: "It waslast year. You got sick with a low fever all night and you didn't want to eat anything. I made some millet porridge for you then."

He didn't really want to discuss this topic seriously. He turned into the study and took some medicine. William put a bowl of white porridge in front of him with two plates of pickles: " Did I hurt you last night?"

Sean shook his head lightly. He was loath to recall anything of yesterday. He only drank half a bowl of porridge. Actually, he wanted to eat more of them William cooked for him, while he could still eat. But it was also difficult for him------A handful of medicine could almost satiate him. How could he eat more then?

"No wonder...... It's a wonder you don't lose weight for such a small appetite." William frowned: "You'll dig into my body if you keep losing weight."

Sean ate some more barely, and then smiled toward William resignedly: "I wanna eat less. I wait for your big meal at noon."